52 Films by Women Vol 10. 45. EVERYTIME (Director: Sandra Wollner)

 

Pictured: Lamenting the absence of a beach in Berlin, classmates Lux (Tristán López, left) and Jessie (Carla Hütterman, right) in an anxiety-inducing rooftop scene featured in Austrian writer-director Sandra Wollner's third feature, 'Everytime'. Still courtesy of Charades Film Sales (France)

Early in Austrian writer-director Sandra Wollner’s third feature, Everytime, a study of grief and regret, there is a sequence featuring two young people on top of a tall building in Berlin that makes the audience anxious. We hear their conversation as the camera zooms in, as if mounted in an adjacent building. The couple in question are teenager Jessie (Carla Hütterman), who shares her bedroom with her ten-year-old sister Melli (Lotte Shirin Keiling) – a point of contention in the film’s opening scenes – and Lux (Tristán López), a classmate who requires help with his maths homework. The pair are looking at the sky and lamenting that Berlin doesn’t have a beach. ‘We have Wannsee lake,’ Jessie counters before getting up and starting to photograph Lux, walking backwards to reframe him. The camera moves to follow a bird that passes overhead, then suddenly lurches downward as if tracking a falling object, eventually focussing on the greenery on the ground below. We something that is red, an article of clothing or perhaps a vehicle. The focus isn’t perfect. The grain of the image – Everytime is shot on film – also contributes to the ambiguity.

By the next scene, it is clear that Jessie – born 2007, died 18 July 2024 – fell. Her mother Ella (Birgit Minichmayr) tends to her grave whilst on the phone. Wollner doesn’t focus directly on her emotions, nor those of young Melli. The family planned a trip to Tenerife prior to Jessie’s death. The family had visited the resort when she was just able to walk. Jessie’s first memory is standing on a balcony with a man, but she doesn’t remember who he was. We suspect it was her father, Ella’s ex-husband, in whose garden a meal is held after her death. Lux is also present, traumatised but not yet able to leave the orbit of Jessie’s family. He asks to visit the grave. Ella agrees. Melli is keen for him to fix her late sister’s computer, on which a video game continues to glitch (I understand it is Minecraft, but I couldn’t identify it myself). There are a number of point-of-view sequences of the video game being played (we see the screen but not who is playing). The game appears to mirror Jessie’s apparent fall into the abyss.

Lux’s trauma is indicated in a scene in which he kicks the legs of a chair of a friend who is goading him. There is the question of whether his spending time with the much younger Melli is appropriate. For her part, in her father’s house, Melli watches videos of her sister as an infant. The handy-cam footage follows young Jessie, who at one point is shown sitting in front of a flashing fire engine, cooing appreciatively, or at least suitably diverted. Melli also re-reads her text conversations with her late sister, maintaining a connection of sorts with her sibling.

To coincide with Jessie’s birthday and to assist Lux with his grief, Ella, Melli and Lux go on holiday together. At this point, some way into the film, events take a less naturalistic turn. For starters, Melli sends her sister a message ‘Happy Birthday’ written in English, followed by a cake emoji, and then appears to be receiving a reply – we see the three dots indicating that someone is typing. Then Melli’s grandmother calls. Melli hands the phone to her mother, who then drops it. Melli never explains that her dead sister appeared to be trying to contact her. She sulks. Ella tells her, ‘it is just a phone’. Lux is keen to return to Berlin and Ella identifies a direct flight for the next day, but Melli wants to stay. Outside the hotel, having already been told off by her mother for eating junk food, Melli buys a tin of orange drink from a vending machine and discovers a toddler sitting in front of a flashing fire engine. The coincidence is disturbing. Then Ella spots the infant and comes to the same conclusion; that the child is Jessie as an infant.


Pictured: 'Where is everyone?' Ten-year-old Melli (Lotte Shirin Keiling) wanders alone in another anxiety-inducing scene from the film 'Everytime', written and directed by Sandra Wollner, a German-Austrian co-production. Still courtesy of Charades Film Sales (France)

What happens next is what I would broadly describe as one of the most tense and uncomfortable thirty minutes I have ever spent in a cinema, the realist aesthetic established early on putting the audience on edge. Melli discovers that there are no adults present – none; the explanation is that Melli becomes distressed while Spaniards are on their Siesta (taking a nap). She searches for the infant and goes swimming in the sea, trying to attract the attention of a group of Spanish children who have discovered a flare gun. One of the children, Ria runs off with the gun and fires it. We watch the flare cross the sky, as if dividing the setting sun in two, then explode. No adults see it. Melli is in very real danger in the water and in a film in which one sister has died, we fear the worst.

There appears to be two children missing, a toddler and a young girl. Having been located by Ella and Lux, who have the infant with them, Melli runs to watch a boat being launched. No one appears to claim the toddler in a Tenerife T-Shirt (orange lettering on white). The ending is completely surprising, though by this point, the glitch on Jessie’s computer appears to be reflected in reality. A square sun refuses to set, even when it is 11:30pm.

Wollner makes use of doubling. Not just the two sausages served to Lux during a meal (‘Bratwurst or Bratwurst’) but a scene at a station that opens the film – Melli arguing with her sister – is mirrored by another at the same location at which Ella sees Lux sitting alone and crying. A scene in which the trio are knocked over by a wave while in their Tenerife hotel compound provides the seed of our unsettled response to Melli being in the water on her own.

Is the ending of the film logical? Wollner suggests that at extreme moments, people choose to live in a reality of their own making. A voiceover tells us that Lux lost contact with the family, that Melli saw him at a station but didn’t feel comfortable waving to him. Comparisons have been made between Everytime and Charlotte Wells’ film, Aftersun, another film about grief and set during a foreign holiday (in Turkey rather than Spain). The films share the same cinematographer, Gregory Oke. But Aftersun’s twist depends upon the child reevaluating the experience – there is a lurch forward to the present. Everytime is concerned with a state of mind that is alleviated by an incredible assumption, a belief in reincarnation. Wollner’s film is less a tear-jerker than a ‘what the heck was that?’

Reviewed at Screen Three, Picturehouse Central, Wednesday 14 October 2026, 12:00 midday, London Film Festival Press & Industry Screening

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